My Lecture

It was saturday morning 01^st  December 2012. All IAIN college student s who are thaugh by Prof.Ali Aziz gathered in Gema building to have our last meeting with Prof. Ali in this semester and with UAS include. At first, I expect that this program will make me bored and sleepy, causehe ordered us to find one hadits qudsi, and five ayat al-Qur’an . Which are include in his speech as our UAS duty. But my expectation was wrong, it was not only about our UAS, but more than that. It was about his newest book with the tittle  “ 60 Menit Terapi Sholat Bahagia”, he told us , and thaugh us how to  make our pray can make ourself happy. At first he asked us, What sad it is? and what happy it is? then he said “ The sign that the people has iman in their heart is when they always say thanks to Alllah”. “ Actually, sometimes what we get isn’t hard, Just our mind thinking that it is hard, so it is make that to be hard for us “. After he told us the theory, and explain the content of his book, he guide us to practice it, we practice it with pray Dhuha, It was succsess made all of people in that building cried, not only woman but men too. And absolutely me, I relize that I was a bad prayer, he told us that with pray wich take more long time than usual, we can feel more closer with our good, said everything to him, our secret, our problem wich people never want to hear it, never can to help it. Only him , who always hear and understand us. And when we share our secret to him, he will never tell anyone. Prof Ali said, “ you can ask, you can share your problem , however how impossible it will happen to you , you must sure that Allah who hold the world can make it happen, After that say that you will try to get what you want , with your best trying”. I cried, I said from the deepest of my heart my problems, my passion , all that what I really want to make that happen in my short life , however I didn’t know how it will happen. In taht time I was really sure taht Allah really close , hear me, and will hwlp mw. I want feel it . I want feel what Prof. Ali told that thereis woman who gives testimony that she feell Allah seem touch her head, when she pray more long than she usually did.
I want feel it too. I want Allah touch my heart,hold me when I feel alone, when I feel I can do something. How beautiful and how happy it is? when I have feel like that.

                In the end of this program he gave us special price to buy his book, with his signature include. I didn’t want this momen away, I bought that useful book which can make our pray quality more good then before. Then some of us ordered Prof.Ali to write motivation word at the first page. How lucky I am ever meet and ever thaugh by the person with a big exprerience . Who ever went to some city in Asia, Afrika and Europe as imam tarawih pray and speaker. My last word is thank you very  much . You had made our last meeting really had a big meaning. Specially for me ^_^

Surabaya, 01^st  December 2012