Pasuruan for DBL

Our dormintory or usually we call it IAIN Islamic Boarding school has an agenda for three days in Pandaan to held DBL “ Diklat Bernalar Lanjutan” it seems like program for new comer, to know each other and to discuss about  what program we will do in the next.

We went to Pandaan at Friday , 07^th December 2012 at 16.30 p.m. I ennjoyed my trip to Pandaan , cause I went there together with my roommate. We had imagine before that we would take a lot of photograph together with a beautiful scenary behind us, like a mountain , a hill, and etc. A half of the trip I slept. And I woke up when we arrived,opened my eyes ,I looked my handphone it was 18.00 p.m. then I opened the car door however I didin’t  use my glasses and the situation was little bit dark. I can recognize the place “ Oh my God ...this place again??”. Suddenly I felt bored, cause I have gone to that place, one month ago to attend OCB for UPBA, which is held in that place too. Why must DBL held in this place also?..” Giri Wisma Jaya”. Some of my friends who are ever went to this place said the same word with me “ Why must this place again?, I am bored”,”me too”, I said. Then we started our 3 days there by pray Maghrib together and then we continue to open the program by some speech from the direktur of IAIN Islamic boarding School Mr. Abdul Kadir Riyadi . Then we had dinner together , after that we nade some appoinment , what we can do, and what we prohibit to do during the forum or the matery delivered by the speaer, After thet we went to bad and slept. In the morning, we had morning refresh, and gymnastic before we had breakfast. After breakfast we continued with matery, there wer four material in this DBL with the main tema “ Membangun Epistimologi yang Kokoh Untuk Membentuk Mahasantri yang Progresif”. The first matery was filsafat Barat , then Filsafat Islam, Ilmu Tafsir and then Fikih, After the matery delivered we had disscussed it with our group, Share our knowledge each other. I was bored again, cause all we did was listening the matery and disscussed it. Fortunately, the time for inaguration night was coming. In every program , I always like inaguration night, cause I can see the funny performance  fro every group. Which can make me not bored again, my group had a briliant idea . We made an comedy , we use pocong as our icon. Two boys from my group used make up as pocong , then we made surprised. Whwn the presenter called our group “ Nash Hamid Abu Zaid” The girls from my group , came to the stage and sing our yel-yel , after that one of us said “ Ok , now our group will show you the wonderful performance” then the opening prolog read by miss iib, and the pocong came to the stage , some of woman there scared “ Oh no..”. We succesful made a surprise. Actually it was not a horor performance but comedy, but the make up made them seem like real pocong. The audience laughed together,  in the end of our performance we dance wity indian song koi mil gaiya . All audience give applause to us, because of that we won the best performance.

I learned about social value too in Pasuruan, the story was begin when I need to take a bath, but there were no water in the villa, the water was die. So I went to the native people house around there. At first time , I though that they will no permitted us to take a bath in their house, but I was wrong. They were really welcome with us. I took a bath in the house which there were only two people , a husband and his wife. Their children had already married and live in their own home. Thye husband said in the javanesse “Monggo , pun sampean siram mboten nopo-nopo nduk, monggo”. He said that they were not rich people , who has much money, they just had more water. If it useful by another people , they will give it. My heart was touch , he was really wise. May Allah gave them health, so they can share their life philosophy to another people. So peolple like me can learn simple life from them.

Surabaya, 08^th December 2012

My Lecture

It was saturday morning 01^st  December 2012. All IAIN college student s who are thaugh by Prof.Ali Aziz gathered in Gema building to have our last meeting with Prof. Ali in this semester and with UAS include. At first, I expect that this program will make me bored and sleepy, causehe ordered us to find one hadits qudsi, and five ayat al-Qur’an . Which are include in his speech as our UAS duty. But my expectation was wrong, it was not only about our UAS, but more than that. It was about his newest book with the tittle  “ 60 Menit Terapi Sholat Bahagia”, he told us , and thaugh us how to  make our pray can make ourself happy. At first he asked us, What sad it is? and what happy it is? then he said “ The sign that the people has iman in their heart is when they always say thanks to Alllah”. “ Actually, sometimes what we get isn’t hard, Just our mind thinking that it is hard, so it is make that to be hard for us “. After he told us the theory, and explain the content of his book, he guide us to practice it, we practice it with pray Dhuha, It was succsess made all of people in that building cried, not only woman but men too. And absolutely me, I relize that I was a bad prayer, he told us that with pray wich take more long time than usual, we can feel more closer with our good, said everything to him, our secret, our problem wich people never want to hear it, never can to help it. Only him , who always hear and understand us. And when we share our secret to him, he will never tell anyone. Prof Ali said, “ you can ask, you can share your problem , however how impossible it will happen to you , you must sure that Allah who hold the world can make it happen, After that say that you will try to get what you want , with your best trying”. I cried, I said from the deepest of my heart my problems, my passion , all that what I really want to make that happen in my short life , however I didn’t know how it will happen. In taht time I was really sure taht Allah really close , hear me, and will hwlp mw. I want feel it . I want feel what Prof. Ali told that thereis woman who gives testimony that she feell Allah seem touch her head, when she pray more long than she usually did.
I want feel it too. I want Allah touch my heart,hold me when I feel alone, when I feel I can do something. How beautiful and how happy it is? when I have feel like that.

                In the end of this program he gave us special price to buy his book, with his signature include. I didn’t want this momen away, I bought that useful book which can make our pray quality more good then before. Then some of us ordered Prof.Ali to write motivation word at the first page. How lucky I am ever meet and ever thaugh by the person with a big exprerience . Who ever went to some city in Asia, Afrika and Europe as imam tarawih pray and speaker. My last word is thank you very  much . You had made our last meeting really had a big meaning. Specially for me ^_^

Surabaya, 01^st  December 2012